kopking
07-28-2002, 10:05 PM
hotmail= kopking_69@hotmail.com
this will be my journal
ok well things have been real messed up in my life recentley, ive really struggled at college, about 2 months ago i split with my long term gf, and when we was meant to get back togther, i get a message from her saying she doesnt love me anymore, then a few days later later i text her, she was telling me she still loved me etc... but she had also kissed someother guy.... one min she been nice, then the next real hurtful phome calls etc.. i dont wanna go into it to much.... i told her not to ring me.... cos basically i had to get over her, but she kept ringing and texting, telling me how she gone out that weekend and got real drunk, having a good time etc, this just really ****ed my head up..... my head would be ****ed for a few days after, and suffered depression ( i used to suffer from it ages ago, and the main reason i stopped going to college b4) work was also pissing me off.....
well i found it hard, but aslong as my mates where with me, and was kept busy, i was fine..... but i wasnt always busy...
i kinda met some girl, got her number, but she had a bf, she said they were like gonna split any min kinda thing, but i couldnt cope, i didnt kis her ever or anything, but believe in what goes around comes around, and wouldnt want it to happen to me.. so i just left it, then i saw her a few weeks later, she texting me all dirty shit, saying how much she liked me, and what she wanted to do to me... but she go hot and cold.... so that was a no.
a few weeks later got with a friend of mine, just a kiss and stuff, but she like a mates ex ( about 7 months ago) and it just wasnt right, still didnt think i could cope with arelationship.....
few days after i split with my now ex, i met my old mate from school, was like my best mate, but kinda drifted apart..... so been goign up pubs etc with him, cos about 2 weeks after i met him he broke up with his gf of 4 years......
also when we first broke up. abnout a week after it happend, i really drank alot.......was up pub everyday apart from one....but i have really cut down now.....only at weekends
this fri met someone i used to goto school with, and got with her....was over her house all weekend.... and done loadsa stuff ;-), i do really like her but there is one prob... she has 2 kids, one is 3 and the other is like 7 months or so..... but you would never know she had a kid........ not 100% sure whats gonna happen, but i do like her. alot...... could go into more detail, but id be here for ever...... maybe another day
this will be my journal
ok well things have been real messed up in my life recentley, ive really struggled at college, about 2 months ago i split with my long term gf, and when we was meant to get back togther, i get a message from her saying she doesnt love me anymore, then a few days later later i text her, she was telling me she still loved me etc... but she had also kissed someother guy.... one min she been nice, then the next real hurtful phome calls etc.. i dont wanna go into it to much.... i told her not to ring me.... cos basically i had to get over her, but she kept ringing and texting, telling me how she gone out that weekend and got real drunk, having a good time etc, this just really ****ed my head up..... my head would be ****ed for a few days after, and suffered depression ( i used to suffer from it ages ago, and the main reason i stopped going to college b4) work was also pissing me off.....
well i found it hard, but aslong as my mates where with me, and was kept busy, i was fine..... but i wasnt always busy...
i kinda met some girl, got her number, but she had a bf, she said they were like gonna split any min kinda thing, but i couldnt cope, i didnt kis her ever or anything, but believe in what goes around comes around, and wouldnt want it to happen to me.. so i just left it, then i saw her a few weeks later, she texting me all dirty shit, saying how much she liked me, and what she wanted to do to me... but she go hot and cold.... so that was a no.
a few weeks later got with a friend of mine, just a kiss and stuff, but she like a mates ex ( about 7 months ago) and it just wasnt right, still didnt think i could cope with arelationship.....
few days after i split with my now ex, i met my old mate from school, was like my best mate, but kinda drifted apart..... so been goign up pubs etc with him, cos about 2 weeks after i met him he broke up with his gf of 4 years......
also when we first broke up. abnout a week after it happend, i really drank alot.......was up pub everyday apart from one....but i have really cut down now.....only at weekends
this fri met someone i used to goto school with, and got with her....was over her house all weekend.... and done loadsa stuff ;-), i do really like her but there is one prob... she has 2 kids, one is 3 and the other is like 7 months or so..... but you would never know she had a kid........ not 100% sure whats gonna happen, but i do like her. alot...... could go into more detail, but id be here for ever...... maybe another day