Viper's Journal

[Viper_Fujax]

viper@fujax.com

i decided this would be the best place to vent or just talk about random things. dont know how much ill update it. anyway, baseball is starting up again. In december my shoulder was popping and we wer in fall ball so i couldnt participate, just bat. Now december and half a january flew by and i didnt really pay too much attention to my shoulder cuz i shouldve been doing shoulder excersices and stuff. Now tomorrow winter ball starts(not the actual season), with a couple coaches seeing how players play and im mainly pitcher, and i have no clue whether my arm is healed or not so im kinda worried about that. In december it fealt like someone gave me a dead-arm whenever i threw the ball, but i guess ill just fight through it tomorrow if it does.

And on a different topic theres this one kid who is pissing me off at school. If theres anything i hate most its posers. And in the beginning of the year one of my friends bought a watch, then 5 days later he bought the same looking watch just a little different. Then another friend said Rogue was a good kind of amp, and he automatically bought a 400 dollar Rogue amp without even looking into it. Then these past couple days hes taken my screen name for AOL(just a little different from my old one) so i switched mine, and also i started wearing a couple rings to school. Now all of a sudden, he comes to school with 2 rings on his hands. I was about to flip but i just calmed myself down. I would kick the crap outta him but hes bigger so id probably get a punch in then run er something.

finals are coming up which i usually get C's on all of them, and all my grades are barley B's so im either gunna have a lot of B's or C's on my report card, and with the way my life is itll probably be a C after the finals.

[Viper_Fujax]

why dont u guys who have 1 line a thing just make 1 big one instead of just trying to get more posts through this. if anything it should be a daily post. not minutely. but whatever....i dont care anymore

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just got back from the baseball scrimage. I through 3 guys out from third on a couple decent plays, but i was 0-2 with 2 strikeouts which sucked. My shoulders still popping now and then so i didnt pitch. its just scimaging against ourselves and i didnt wanna risk anything.

edit: i have finals this week, ill let u know either thursday or daily on how each of the tests went. geometry is gunna suck since i have a 76% in it, and homework is the only thing thats kept me there,lol. Should probably start studying.

[Viper_Fujax]

i kept putting off studying, now tomorrow i gotta force myself to actually do it. tomorrow my plan is to do this biology study guide, and study for my english and new testment final. new testment doesnt sound like a hard class but theres a bunch of names and dates and other random crap i gotta remember. im sick of all the teachers giving 10 essays and only testing 2 of them. anyway my week is

tuesday: english and new testament
wednesday: geometry(crap)
thursday: biology and spanish

im gunna study the day before cuz ill just forget everything. this damn biology study guide will take a while, why i didnt do it on saturday i dont know.

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i think i got a high B on my enligh final and a mid-C on my new testament final. Fricken teacher picked the hardest essay and all of his answers were A) blah; B) blah blah; C) blah blah; D) A and B; or E) A and C. I always get paranoid cuz if i pick A i always think about even if i get it half right, i still get no credit. I hate those all of the above/none of the above er whatever answers. Have geometry tomorrow which should suck big nuts but i just cant fail it too bad.

[Viper_Fujax]

only had geometry final today. probably got a very low C. there were 85 problems that needed a decent amount of work to finish, and we had to do it in 90 minutes. I skipped about 8 through the test and guessed on them the last minute, and the last 5 problems of the test i also guessed on. Hopefully my grade wont go down too much. tomorrows spanish and biology then im done.

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I feel like i got an A on both my spanish and bio finals but iv never gotten an A so i doubt it. im expecting a high B on both of them. Looks like ill have 5 B's and 1 C/ 4 B's and 2 C's and my parents are gunna flip when they see the report card. They were telling me to get an A i geometry which ill barely squeak by with a C( at least i hope,heh)

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finals are done and i probably have 2 C's and 4 B's which is fine in my book but not to my parents. i get my braces off tomorrow also but dont really notice them anymore. thats all for today, nothings really happening.

[Viper_Fujax]

messed up day today. Got my report card in the mail and got what i thought, 2 C's and 4 B's, but i was 4 hundreths of a point from getting a B in biology which sucks. My GPA is a 2.9 and my mom got pretty pissed about that and i have no clue what my dad thinks. Then i get home and my friends mom calls me and says he left the house/ran away and asked if i could be on a watchout since i live 5 minutes away from him. Then she called again saying my friend called saying hed be back in a while and that he was fine(cuz she was beside herself). I didnt really get what the arguement was about but i guess it was pretty big, and havnt had any word if he went back home yet. Guess ill see him at school tomorrow(hopefully)


edit: he just got home

[Viper_Fujax]

im deciding to write this in my journal instead of making another thread about death.

but i just found out that a fellow Fujax member died the 18th from a birth defected artery that wasnt known about until it collapsed. He was more than a clan member, but a friend. He made a clan called MUGGS and basically took me under his wing and got me into FPS games and showed me that theres more to clans than just playing together, but we were united and more than "just another person". We talked to eachother on AIM when we werent playing games. We then merged into Fujax in 2001, and now he has passed. I give my prayers to him, his friends, and his family.(he was 17)

[Viper_Fujax]

Welp, looks like i have a D in geometry, unless i did good on my quiz a couple days ago, then id have a C- and my parents wont get through to their heads that tutoring is pointless because the guy says "what do you do in this part?", why the f^ck do you think im in tutoring. Then i say, "i dont know", then when he first gets his sigh of "you dumbass" out, then he explains it and i dont know what the hell he just said and if i say, "i still dont get it", he could get worse. Hes already hinted that he wants me out of the school because of how i suck in geometry(even though im a B student in the rest of my classes). Hes a dick and a half.

uhhhh...baseball, i have a month to get my shoulder back to normal but i honestly dont feel anything changing after i do my therapy stuff for it and i dont think it will be done in a month. Seems like the coach and my parents want me to play more than i want to play which puts a lot of weight on my shoulders...

and back to geometry, i have to ask the teacher for a signature to let me into algebra 2 which i have a feeling he wont sign it because of my D, even though its only the end of the quarter which doesnt mean anything. end of the semester is what counts. I.E. tomorrow is gunna suck balls, but i have to go to school cuz i have to turn in my class selection paper.

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im bored and i dont want to get into geometry since im eating soon and i hate stopping in the middle of something like geometry. Anyway, i ended up this quarter with either 3 A's 1 B and 2 C's or 4 A's and 2 C's. Doesnt really mean anything since only semesters count, but my parents wont be conviinced it doesnt count. Uh, i tried to convince my mom of letting me go to Bakersfield, CA(bout 2 hours away) to have a LAN party with the other Fujax's but my parents think everyone on the internet are rapists so i cant go. And last thing i can think of is that i have to go to 3 months of rehab for my shoulder so im out this season of baseball...have to tell the coach tomorrow. I dunno if ill play JV as a junior since i missed this year or if theyll put me on varsity...guess ill find out.